Sunday, October 7, 2012

Will Power

The last time I became obsessed and fully utilized my relentless drive I destroyed two lives.
I wonder how they are now. If they are okay.

It's been so long.
I've been half asleep.
But now I have to wake up, or I will drown in the endless sleep.

My relentless will power.
Are you still there?
Will you help me this time?
Savior
Destroyer
Which one will you be.

Friday, October 5, 2012

Torchlight 2

Ah..the memories that you bring back.
They don't make games like they did before.
Or maybe I'm just old. I'm sure kids these days enjoy their new toys and games every bit as much as I did back then.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OeLUK4a6Ojc&feature=player_embedded#!

Tuesday, October 2, 2012

Last Hurdle.

"I rather trust and regret, than doubt and regret"
"Fear is false evidence in realizing one's true self"
"One world, one life"
"Give them respect outright, even if they don't respond, you have already done your best, and no one can ask for more. Give respect to gain respect"
"Always negotiate, never fight"
"They are all your brothers and sisters, different mothers sure, but still alive, still your family"
"Life is about love. Protecting something dear to you, is the strongest bond you will ever have"

Excerpts from random Italian/Mexican Airforce Lt. I met at a hostel. Whom I accused of stealing my wallet 5 mins after I met him, after he promised me that "You're safe kid, I'll go watch out for you. Go to sleep."
I found my wallet 5 mins after accusing him, fallen on the floor underneath my bed. Goes on to buy him a beer as a way of apologizing, and we have a jolly old time.
Highlight of the night- 3 a.m.- he randomly stops next to an old couple sitting, and asks for a cigarette.
45 year old hot MILF blonde, 59 year old rich/gray silverback jolly man.
When we parted ways, the jolly man pulls out his wife's panties from his coat pocket and goes: "Lads, this is what a real man does. When you guys go jerk off tonight ,remember her face!"
Italian: "hahha fuck youu.."
Couple: "hahahha, fuck you right back"
Everyone in unison: 'FUCK EVERYONEEEEE"


We stay there and talk to them for close to an hour.
The balls on that guy. The world really is his oyster- everyone is his brother.

I will never forget how me and the random traveling German guy (20) kept getting called "kid" by the italian.
How we seemingly fell into step behind him, and learned how to just let it out and say hi to any random bro on the streeet, and have a good time.

German guy- Andy/Eddy or w/e your fake name is.
Thanks for being kidz with me, and laughing/wondering how that ballsy Italian can do what he does.
You 6 ft. blonde monster with the awesome accent and kind eyes. Banana humper, snake killer.

Miguel- You Blackxican who worked at the hostel- you were also one of the kidz with us. Thank you for being so nice and kind.


Thank you random Italian/Mexican for making me smile again, and for reaffirming the shaky values I've held onto for so long.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N6On6Lbcer0&feature=related